Tuesday, April 7, 2009 ♥4/07/2009 10:07:00 PM
things fall apart
my version of things fall apart?
my family is falling apart,
my mum and dad can quarrel over the phone for hours without stopping.
and i don't know nor can do anything about it...
i want to leave this house.
i want to leave for a certain place.
my kind of paradise...
exams are coming.
i cant seem to put myself to study.
nor to say sleep...
i need music to numb me.
but this volume just ain't enough to put a troubled heart to rest.
what should i do?
wait for things to come by on their own?
that will never happen in real life,
it doesnt even happen in fairytales or love stories...
i must do something about this,fast.
before it worsens.
i must...
not even an emotional song can describe my current feelings...