I Hate You - 2PM
2:23 - 2:26

great piece of skill from fernando torres.

mon:
BURST session 5...
it was pretty much a proper session,
compared to what we had the previous sessions...

barney flared up again after ben called jerry a gay infront of the sec 1s...
then B.J. went to attitude barney because barney wanted all the group ICs to return to their own groups...
OALs,time for us to grow up already.

wed:
did air rifle shooting during training...
i found out i had potential O.O
topped the squad with a score of 27 points,somehow...

9 in,1 out.
6 of them hit the target,the other 3 didn't even went near it...
i think it's just beginners' luck :/

and air rifle is way much more fun than shooting .22 :D
cause air rifle no recoil and it's way easier to aim :D

thurs/fri:
BURST camp...
camped till this morning...
ordered macs at night,
some of us got pissed off because they paid and yet they didn't get their food :(

and im kinda disappointed with 1-2...
i wanted to debrief them proper,
had many things to say to them,
but they don't give a damn like that,
some said want to sleep,others wanted to do their own stuff...

and they treat night rules like a joke like that...
we even warned them by telling them some stupid ghost stories -.-

tried to do abit of homework,
but fatigue overcame me...
so i went off to sleep at around 1am+ and promised myself to wake up at 3am to finish my homework...
set alarm and slept...
woke up at 2.53am...
then felt comfortable sleeping,
so i just slept on till 5.45am...

some of them even played basketball throughout the night...
half-naked...

woke up,
called sec 1s to arrange tables and chairs and go for breakfast...
basically to end this,
BREAK CAMP...

CNY celebration was a disappointment this year...
especially when we dunno wtf the lion dance troupe doing,
wasted 30 minutes of my life watching their long yet boring performance...

then there were some people nothing better to do,
threw the vegtable leaves and oranges,orange skins around the place -.-


happy lunar new year :) !
off to camp,
be back on friday...
happy b'day junyuan :D !

sleeping under indoor sports hall during BURST camp...
WTF!?
but it's quite cool luhs,
can sleep under the stars,
star-gazing...
although bishan not alot of stars -.-

and CNY celebration ends at normal dismissal time!?
with 4 periods of lessons in the morning!?

too tired to continue...
BURST session 4 a.k.a cca exhibition yesterday...
the sec 1s were very rowdy,
didn't pay attention to the presenters,
made alot of noise somemore,
basically,
they are just asking for it on monday.
then alan koh came to complain to ivan about 1-5...

then my class 1-2...
haiz...
while the presenters were talking,
some took book out to read,
others took handphone out to play,
didn't even show respect to the presenters.
tell them keep they say,
"after school already what!". -.-

and english drama club is like wtf!?
they say what don't join UGs because they suck?
waste time doing drills and all the shit pumping?

then i went to help out at NP booth,
help take down names for recruitment.
and 1 sec 1 actually told me to fuck off when i was persuading his friend to put his name down on the list -.- ( wow,talk about respect... )
NP's total recruitment: 103! :D

and i pity ken la...
he got scolded twice yesterday...
first by a bunch of 2-9 people we took during sec 2 camp,
second by a imedia guy,
because the imedia guy thought we wanted to bring the sec 1s to the UG booths,
but actually we were behind schedule and we were heading for the aesthetic booths...

basically,the whole cca exhibition was as boring as every year,
other than the nucleii booth which was rather interesting with much to see...
bah!
HAPPY B'DAY NG HONG HUI :D ! (14 jan)


finally done all my homework :D !
i feel en-lightened!
off the load on my shoulders.

IC registration today,
the counter i was queqing up for took damn long -.-
but i skipped chem :D
so it's quite worth it :)

BURST session 3 yesterday,
i shouted at the sec 1s for the first time,
because their timer didn't wait for them.
then i see the timer pump,
he barely bent his elbows -.-

end of session,
yishen and junyuan flared up.
yishen said we suck.
i think the sec 1s can't do drills properly is partly our fault.
this is because we always ask them knock it down when they can't do it properly.
and thus we wasted alot of time knocking them down.
instead,
why not spend the time teaching them how to do drills properly instead of knocking them down right?
so i think we really suck.
just hope we can do better tmr during the cca exhibition :/

and haoyang (chiuyang's bro),
actually called me by my name when he was suppose to call me my name+IC -.-


sadism is everywhere.
back from sec 2 camp...
details another day...

had sexuality education today with mr peter chew :)
he came into the auditorium and started taking photos of us...
paedophile?

bombarded with homework now...
cat high's o'level results were omgwtfbbq!?
congrats to all :)
I want my half-day mr lee xD !
burst session 2 today...
sucked...
not because of sec 1s,
instead,
it was because of the stupid cca talk,
which caused us to start at 4+...
wasted alot of our precious time :(

then need to rush through all the activities...
then sec 1s the victims,
can't enjoy their burst session :(
they were suppose to have fun today during the team building games :(
but they didn't due to the short period of time we have :(

sec 2 camp tmr...
burning my weekends for it T_T
and i have alot of homework not done -.-
a maths test next week somemore -.-
have to bring homework there to complete -.-
and no stoke city vs liverpool to watch D:
and history rocks :D !


rawr!
ok,im staying.
first BURST session today...
sucked...
sec 1s seriously suck...
especially my group one...
can't shout...
damn pathetic...

then saw a few sadists today wor...
then i kept laughing at their sadism xD
and i didn't even mention the phrase "knock it down" when i was talking to the sec 1s.
i was so loving and friendly that I didn't even raise my voice at them :)
so thursday then i unleash my prowess,
because thursday they splitted up into their classes liao,
so must be abit more hardcore xP

my danny tan had his first SS lesson with us today.
his kinda humorous :)
with all the ZZ monsters and other stuff.
and i dunno why luhs,
he came into the class,
first thing is he take my book and flip through the pages while smelling it -.-

and i have came down to a conclusion...
to take physics.
and i haven collected my good progress award yet :X


ken seah is a sadist :D
i'm currently in a state of confusion,
between a choice of subjects.
should i take physics and give up on bio?
or should i continue with bio and give up on engineering courses in the future?
i don't know,i really don't...

what if i do not do well for physics?
what if i do not understand mr mccaleenan's lessons?
what if i do not like ms nafizat's teaching?
what if i lose my future?
i don't know,i really don't...

will i be able to adapt and cope with life with my new classamtes and teachers?
thinking about what's around me now...
i think...
i'll stay.

pure hist:ms adeline krishnan
elect geog:mr paul ng


where is the love?
3-5 teachers:
form:mrs anna tan
english:mr lawrence tan
chinese:mdm wong
a+e maths:mrs anna tan
chemistry:mrs valerie chua
biology:mr jeffrey goh
pure history:?
elect geography:?
social studies:mr danny tan
PE:?

got to see the new school t-shirt again...
really no comments.
it tells alot.

and i dunno how gky set the BURST leaders one...
i also dunno why am i part of logistics.
nevertheless,i will still do my job well.

every post is important,
there is no non-important post in a company.

im not sad or angry,
nor will i feel offended if you mock me.
it is only right for someone to be able to accept humility.

if our lord can accept the humility of being crucified on a cross,
why not me?
just because i'm part of logistics?
what i am suffering now cannot be compared to what he has gone through.

and finally,
my new year resolution.
to be able to continue higher chinese next year.


being in upper sec is not a joke anymore.
it's 2009.
another year,another adventure ahead.
time flies,
and before you know it,
it's january the first again.

2008 has been a memorable year for me.
but i hope 2009 will be better :/

school starts tmr T_T
and i haven even started on my commonwealth essay.
i shall do it over the weekends and hand it up next week.

upper sec this year le,
more subjects,
more stress,
but i hope i can cope with the stress and excel in my studies.

my targets for CA1:
english:B4
higher chinese:B4
maths:A2
add maths:A2
chem:A1
bio:A1
history(pure):A1
geography(elect):A1
social studies:A1

that's about all.
something to look forward this year?
taking over the unit i think...
and tmr first day after school got training liao -.-

burst sessions start next tues,
next weekend got camp somemore -.-

at least there's something to look forward to this weekend,
preston north end vs liverpool!


happy new year :) !